It just happened

On wednesday' night, he told me he went to Jb with his friends. I was like, as usual hm yelar. Ak pesan jaga diri sume and dont touch any girls. Haha. Then ak tido awal. Tk tau knpe pkul 4 lbh ak terbgn. Mcm biasa, ppehal tgk bb dulu, and ad msg. Excited nak tgk, laju je submit passw. The message is 'Sila hubungi saya di nombor 0177*****4' Thats my husb, and ap lg ak terus kol. He answered it with sad voice ' Awk, sy accident... ' I was like ' hah ! ' then terus putus line. Lpstu, kwn2 dy yg jwb ak kol, dyrang just ckp apex dgn apip okay, blah blah blah. Ak sbnrnye nak tknak je pcye, tp dyrang btl2 risau, suara yg ckp dgn ak pun sdh je. And the lady said to me, everything's okay. Hm okay lah, pkul 5 tu lps sahur, ak kol je num jdn, tk ksh lah org lain yg jwb, yg pntg ad org jwb. As usual dyrang ckp 'okay blah blah blah....okay lg ' And dyrang ckp nnti siang skt, apex blk umah dgn dyrang. Hm okay lah

Then pg tu ak pg sek berbekalkan bb, and sempat lg pg beli kad tpup sbb nak share dgn num jdn. So tk pyh kol lg dlm class, blh msg. Okay dlm class, ak tak lps2 bb tu. Pg tu kira okay lg, start dlm pkul 10 lbh, abg ayat kol. Then dy ckp dy otw pg hosp, ohh shit. Parah gila. Baru ak tpkr dr pg lg, jdn check up and tak kluar2 dr bilik check up tu. And jdn takde pgang fon dy. Walawe, mesti teruk kan. And I started crying. Dh lar tk dpt ikut, ngs lg. Start tu ak msg sume org yg blh, kol minah, am, abg, ismat, mak ak. Klw blh sume org ak nak kol. Then dh bncg sume tu, mak ak ckp lps amek ak dr sek, terus pg. Byebye sifujunior, kesian junior2 ak, sorry ye.

Ontheway pg hsi, i just cant stop crying, ngs ngs dan trus mngs. Motifnya, hanya ingin ngs puas2 sbb takut nnti ngs dlm wad:) Dh smpai hsi, terus pg level 5c dgn umi, kwn umi, abg, ismat, abg ayat, others. When i stepped in to his ward, i just ah ! stupid, tahan lg. Lps salam cik idah sume, ak bdiri blkg abg2 ak. Tak smpai hati nak tgk, nak ggur air mata, sempat cover lg. Time abg2 ak suruh ddk sblh jdn tu, shit. Ak tknak, then I started crying terus pg dkat tingkap yg berdekatan. Knpe lah ak ngs time org rmai mcm tu, ya Allah malunye. Dh mcm org bdh je, pg dkat tingkap tu. A few minutes later, ak dh okay. Bt muka tak malu pg balik dkat katil jdn. But when he's looking into my eyes, gosh. Jatuh lg air mata. tp sempat cover lg. Poyo btl ak nih.

7pm masa melawat dh abis, ak,umi, kwn umi and ismat, tak kluar pun. Sbb nak tggu jdn operation. Luckily, guard tu memahami situation kami. Dlm pkul 8 baru kiteorg blk, sbb dh lmbt sgt. Berat nak tinggalkan jdn mcm tu je, tp terpakse. Ontheway blk as you all know, i was so silents. And operation lutut jdn tu pun post to the next day. Alhamdulillah